18 months-2 years
Inspired by this project 101-Women, I was curious to see if I couldn't construct a file of my face as it ages. Granted, I could do this by scanning and scouring my parent's picture albums, but this is what was on my harddrive. It still strikes me to this day that I have looked in the mirror at least once a day at this same face and have watched myself age. Not that I could put a movie together in my head, but still. It kind of makes me want to take a portrait once a year on my birthday, perhaps, to keep track for the rest of my life.
Perhaps this is an apt wrap up for visiting my 90 year old step-grandma today. She is 90 today! I can only wonder if I will live that long. Her journey is not without troubles. She may be celebrating 90 years, but she cannot recall who she is anymore. Nor who we are, what year it is, or who is president. She doesn't remember. We do though. We go out to her with a pretty new shirt and sweater and hug and kiss her because we love her. You can't help it, she's too darn cute. And I sit, watching my mother spoon feed her bits of cookie soaked in milk-tea, and wonder about life, the universe, and everything. Hoping I will have a daughter or a daughter-in-law who will love me so much as to spoon feed me cookies and sing old songs on my 90th.